Honestly it is hard

Ok, it is really hard to follow all of the target i listed yesterday, but I am trying, the problem is that it is so hard to concentrate on only one goal.

ok, in the formal note:

• The Controlling Force that Directs Your Life
• Why we do what we do
• How to harness the twin forces that drive all human behavior
• Why you sometimes sabotage yourself
• How to use your greatest "motivator

For me, the important thing is
the association of pain and pleasure the two fundamental forces of human behavior, the fear of pain and the desire for pleasure.

ok finish the assignment for today
Learn french
if i don't do it, I will lost my chance to learn it, I will feel aweful about myself, I will never know it, next time I went to france, I will still be a idiot.
if I could make it, I feel wonderful, other people think I am talented, and I will be confident about my language ability
Learn American accent
if I don't do it, I will keep this accent forever, and have not enough confidence to speak english, and it will be a drawback of my career
if I could make it , I will have nice american accent and i will be confident to say whatever i want
haha, exaggerating, and also I will feel better
Call my friend everyday
if I don't do it, I will lose contact with all the friend in china, lost my network in china, it is hard for me when i have my own busness in china. And what is more, I will feel lonely and hopeless when I am low.
If could do it , I might build a very strong network and take the advantage of this network in the future. And also I need friend to share my joy, fearness , sadness, and all the thought for the life.
Write this blog everyday
if not I could feel pointless, and meanless for what I am doing, and give up all the effort I did before
If achieved it, I will feel triumphant and self-achieved....... and everything hehe

ok then that is for today